17 Wednesday September 2025

#Personal Thoughts

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Hello, readers. I want to give you an update on how things are going and what I’m planning.

The summer was a blessing for me lol.

Solar is cool but get 200 watts and more

 Thanks to the Pecron E1000 1020wh PowerStation that I bought 3 months ago, and the other one, “Anker C300 DC”, I have had enough to power my devices, such as my Steam Deck and my phone. I realized that a 100 Watt solar panel, a Foldable panel that I have from HQST, is not going to cut it for me in terms of solar charging on the Pecron E1000 LFP. What I mean is that I had to buy at least a 400-watt solar Panel to really get a good 4-hour charging. I can’t afford it right now since the fall is almost here and the Sun is not going to exist until next June lol “Pacific Northwest Fall - Winter season “No sun.

The Anker C300 DC works ok with 100 watts, however, it just pulls around 45-50 watts from the sun lol... The Pecron with 100 watts, on the other hand, could only pull around 49-87 watts on a good sunny day, depending.

Goals 

My goal now is to avoid buying gadgets for the rest of the year. If the Valve Steam console releases at Christmas, I’ll consider getting it, or maybe the RTX 5070 Super.

I really want that Steam Deck console controller!

IDK, but I do know I gotta grind the next 4 months.

I am also financially okay until April, Meaning I have enough to pay my Internet Bills, Car, Insurance, and this cabin that I rent at my farm. I am so freaking happy, bro.

Books???

Decided to get an Amazon Kindle, but I can't mod it with WinterBreak, lol. However, I am enjoying this book very, very much despite watching clips of the show lol. The book is read in First-person. The reason why I kinda wanted to read a book now, “Despite being 29, close to being 30 years old,” is that..

I wanted to challenge myself haha

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Content that I watch

Soo uhh, that Johnny Boy is soo locked in lol... the sheet he pulled is going to bite his ass. The next hearings will include a couple of witnesses whom he bothered during his streams. It's expected that he will get a 5-year sentence.

I am loving the solo travel content creators on YouTube and Instagram; it's pretty cool to look at

The feeling of minimalism is a great feeling, knowing what you want in life and how to use it for your own good, not where it hurts you, but helps you keep a positive light despite living in a world where they tell you that you need this, that, and all this garbage that we don’t need.

The reason why I don’t upload or create Content often on YouTube

I've been asked by my friend to check out his YouTube channel, and I never thought He would be interested in gaming, let alone doing a YouTube Channel lol...

It’s great that He’s making video content and such lol haha.

I still have a good reason why I sometimes upload content sporadically, but I just find it not that interesting to me.

I just feel like AI is going to copy my voice.

My speaking Voice isn’t great for commentary.

I just want to be Anonymous.

It’s the reason why I have my own Website where I blog “WRITE” my own feelings.

SURE, I am not the best writer in the world, but it’s safer.

Where I feel safe to upload somewhere in my own corner of the Net!

Where my words are not blocked, censored, or profited from by a corporation called YouTube.

No Copyright will get to me.

I will upload something that I find interesting, but not every week, a month, or maybe upload once a year, who knows?

It’s the reason why I don’t do live streams on Twitch lol.

Safety is always first and foremost.

3 months later I checked in and OMG what happend to her?

Speaking of on being online anonymously

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A fellow neocity Blogger whom I haven’t really checked back with is no more. I was worried, so I checked on Reddit and on Google. A thread that I found online, “I will not name it.” "allegedly" "I am not sure if it's true or not???" Someone or something happened on the chatbox on her site that kinda messed something up and caused some drama or something between the lines, shutting shutdown her own site and closing the archive out. It’s sad that it happened, but I hope she's doing ok and one day opens up her site once again. It sucks, man I check her site once a month, but when I try to click the link button that I have on my site and it says it's been shut down and taken offline. I felt sad lol.

One funny comment from the thread, someone said, “5 bucks is pennies, you're just uber cheap or need to get a job already.”

Well, Brother to us in the USA, 5usd is cheap, but 5 USD is important to them if they live in a country like Brazil, Thailand, or even the Philippines, where money is very, very scarce, and 5 USD could be like 5,000 to them, but can’t buy a hot dog and a soda.

TLDR I’m gonna try reading books and hopefully write more on this site soon? I hope lol

I hope Pomelo is doing ok and maybe in the future continues her website if unless she's unlock her site on neocity 

God Bless and I hope you as the reader is doing well >3